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Losing My Mum To Suicide: Grief, Guilt & Growth (Season 2)

It’s been a while since I wrote about my grief. I haven’t touched the subject since just before my mum’s […]

I’m doing it!!! I’m learning to drive!!! I finally started learning to drive after putting it off for ~13 years!

I learnt a lot from putting out my last video, so much so that I thought I should share it

Did anyone order an existential crisis? I think I’ve ruined my life so I’m trying to do what I can

Sometimes shit just hits me unbelievably hard. Like I can somehow go through and organise so many photos and add

For a long time I have suspected that the overwhelm that comes with being independent as a disabled person played

In November 2023, my mum completed suicide. In my reading one of the things that has come up often is

“I will love you no matter what happens to you, and no matter how I discover what happens to you,

“Why are you running?” For the last couple of years life has felt surreal. I know I’m not alone in

Some thoughts on BBC’s Panorama investigation into private clinics diagnosing ADHD – the good, the bad and the dangerous!

Some thoughts on diagnostic constructs, neurodiversity, mental health treatment and a few analogies for good measure!