Mourning At Leisure

Losing My Mum To Suicide: Learning, Laughing & Letting Go

I think about my mum almost every day and at the same time I haven’t really been thinking about her […]

It’s been a while since I wrote about my grief. I haven’t touched the subject since just before my mum’s

Sometimes shit just hits me unbelievably hard. Like I can somehow go through and organise so many photos and add

For a long time I have suspected that the overwhelm that comes with being independent as a disabled person played

In November 2023, my mum completed suicide. In my reading one of the things that has come up often is

“I will love you no matter what happens to you, and no matter how I discover what happens to you,