Aysh Banaysh


I'm Aysh Banaysh. A 25-year-old borderline body piercer from London, UK.

Being borderline is hard.

Running a business is hard.

Both together? Boy, I'm a mess.

When I was really struggling I searched the internet desperate to find people like me. I was struggling to manage and cope with the demands of my business on top of my mental health issues, but when I was researched into it hoping to find some reassurance (or even just something to relate to) I was met with a bit of empty space. There is a LOT of content on living with BPD and there is also a LOT of content on running a business, but I found very little on doing both simultaneously (and what I did find wasn't very encouraging).

I want this blog to fill that gap. I want it to be a place where I can openly and honestly talk about my mental illness, my business and how they affect each other. 

As someone who is still in the early-ish stages of treatment, I am both excited and nervous for the journey ahead. I know it will be a lot of work, but I also know that in the end it'll be worth it (although I know it may not feel that way for a while).

I expect that at first this blog will focus heavily on my mental health (since that's my biggest struggle right now), and as I start to be able to function more effectively the focus will lean more towards business.

I'd love to be in a position in the future to offer tips and advice to other people in my position, but right now I'm just figuring things out for myself and inviting you to watch. 

My Latest Post...

7 Things I Want To Achieve During Lockdown
A few of weeks ago Coronavirus/Covid-19 forced the UK to go into lockdown. It's been almost 4 weeks so far[...]

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(A Bit About Borderline Personality Disorder)

What is BPD?

What causes it?

Living with BPD

Is It Treatable?